Enough for me.

I'm not really sure what this is. I know that I want more someday, and I know that less than this isn't what I want either. I want a friend, a someday best friend. Maybe that's what I needed to find first. Maybe I can be happy with what I have. I know no matter what happens he has my back. I know when I need him most he will be there. I know beyond a shaddow of a doubt that he would catch me if I were ever to fall. That's what I wanted. Someone who I cared about enough to do those things for, and who would care enough to do them for me. I found that. I cannot lose that. I will do anything I can to make sure I don't lose that, even if that means waiting forever for anything more than "friends". I do love him. Not in the romantic lovey dovey way, but in a human, best friend, trust with all my heart way. He cares, I know he does, and he makes me feel safe. That's enough for me. Someday maybe there will be more there, but right now that's enough for me.