Still

I still miss him too... But I'm also very over him. Finally. I don't actually miss HIM, I miss having someone to run to, someone to comfort me, someone to hold me and love me. But those aren't things that are unique to him.  Someday, I'll find someone who does all of those things, yet doesn't cause me to feel guilty or lonely or angry about things... I'll find my Romeo. I'll find my Joe. I'll find my Jack Dawson. I'll find him someday, because he wasn't it.