When we crossed that line from friends to more than that, our chance at ever being just friends again seems to have disappeared. I don't think I can go back to just friends. Not now. Not with him. I do love him, whether he understands that or not. But he is still in love with her. If she were closer, if she hadn't hurt him, they be together. I do want him to be happy, but is it too selfish of me to wish that him being happy meant me being happy too?
Dr. Meredith Grey (Grey's Anatomy): "Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big, pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me... love me."
