I'm not the girl he thinks about each night before falling asleep.
I'm not the girl he wants to hold as he begins to dream.
I'm not the girl he wants to kiss as he walks out the door,
I'm not the girl he thinks about doing romantic things for.
I'm not the girl he would choose if it came down to hers or mine,
I'm not the girl he'd have to support in the toughest times.
I'm not the girl he wants to see when he wakes up each day.
I'm not the girl he talks about in that future sort of way.
I'm not the girl he fought with every day without end,
I'm not the girl he considers to still be his best friend.
I'm not the girl he dated and now he just can't let go,
I'm not the girl he runs to when he feels most alone.
I'm not the girl with long silky hair and a gorgeous smile,
I'm not the girl he pines for like a lovestruck child.
I'm not the girl who ran away into another's arms,
I'm not the girl who did his heart so much pain and harm.
I'm not the girl he trusts to stand forever by his side,
I am not the girl he wants to ask to be his bride.
I'm the girl who cries for him each night before I sleep,
I'm the girl who can't get him to stay out of my dreams.
I'm the girl who wants to kiss him whenever he looks at me,
I'm the girl who leaves notes and freaks that he won't see.
I'm the girl who would choose him before any other guy,
I'm the girl who will be there through the toughest fights.
I'm the girl who wakes and thinks of only him,
I'm the girl who's future I want him to be in.
I'm the girl who will fight for him every single day,
I'm the girl who will be his friend forever and always.
I'm the girl he stayed with and decided he wasn't ready,
I'm the girl who runs to him when life feels so unsteady,
I'm the girl with boring hair and a smile I can't hold in,
I'm the girl who fights for him but just cannot seem to win.
I'm the girl who won't run away no matter what the cost,
I'm the girl who wants to give him what he feels he's lost.
I'm the girl who's waiting for his heart to heal,
I'm the girl who wishes he could understand how I feel.
I'm the girl who wants to stand forever by his side,
I am the girl desperately hoping to someday be his bride.
