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Why is it that I only feel the need to talk when I am hurting? Anyways, he's breaking my heart. I thought we were good, thought we would last, thought we'd make it. I would go to the ends of the earth for him. It never occurred to me that he didn't feel the same way. He isn't happy. I feel like he's only unhappy because of everything ELSE in his life. Yet he is going to give me up because he blames me for him being unhappy. I've given up a lot to make this relationship work. Things that I can't get back. I want to let him go have his time to discover himself and what he wants, I want to tell him to do that and when he has figured it out to come back to me, but the truth is, just as sure as I am that I might not be there, I am sure he wouldn't come back. He hasn't even left yet, and I'm already broken hearted, and praying that he will come back with time. Maybe I lost him a long time ago...