And I think I'm finally getting over it. Those first few days back, when everything reminded me of him. When everything reminded me of how great things were sometimes. Those days were hard. Those days really hurt. I remembered all of the times we were happy, the times we weren't, and the time after, when missing him took up all of my energy. But I'm done missing him. Someday, if he comes back, and wants to try, we'll see. But right now, I'm moving on. I'm getting through it, and there's nothing else I want more than to see both of us happy. I deserve someone who will do all the good things Sean used to do, but not any of the bad, and I guess if I'm going to be happy, I need to go looking for it.
"The Constitution only guarantees the American people the right to pursue happiness. You have to catch it yourself. ~Benjamin Franklin"
HERE I GO!